Synopsis-My life so far

Yeah, some people are kind of daily writers, some write once in a while...i write when i feel like it, which is not alot. This is basically just an open journal of my life at any rate...
anyway, i guess i should throw out a synopsis of my life, cuz i feel like its at the part where its just getting interesting...
anyway, here i go.
i guess my lifes really kinda been anything but stable...my moms moved like 5 times, which means a new house for me every time...and new neighbors ive been friends with.
its kinda affected my social and emotional stability a alittle bit, but hey, you live, you learn.
not to mention the fact that moms divorced and remarried twice, thats always nice.
could really seem to stay with one person i guess.
anyway, her recent move was about a year ago, to a kinda big house on route 5 and 20 in bloomfield. nice house, but was always a little old for my tastes.
i dont know why, but ive always considered it to be the biggest mistake of my life to agree to go to a new school district when im going into high school, even though its taught me alot, about friends, relationships, and being friends with just about anybody...
it was an alright year for me there, i met a couple really cool people, but other than that, it didnt really yield much happiness. except getting some college credit for gettting a 4 on the AP World History exam, that was nice.
but i dont know why, but its kinda make me stronger, physically, mentally, emotionally, and all that. more than i wouldve learned from another year at fairport.
but its gonna help in my last 2 years there i guess.
i really cant believe got up enough courage to say i wanted to go back to fairport to my mom, but i guess im that much stronger now.
so yeah, this has been a summer of random World of Warcraft and Halo 2 playing, that of which i didnt make much progress....
i guess the highlight of my summer would be the bike ride i had today, which helped me gather that little spark of exuberance that would keep me not bored for the rest of the summer...
that, and the fact that were hosting a russian exchange student thats gonna stay for a whole school year with us, thatll be fun
but in some ways, shes as clueless as i am as far as the high school goes.
ironys a bitch.
anyway, that will be an excellent year, i hope.
big plans for myself...
i dont know why, but after bloomfield, ive seemed to be a little more egotistical then i have been before. i used to be so quiet, so stealthy, calculating, plotting...
but bloomfield made me realize it got me all of fuck shit in the end if you dont have the balls to go through with your plans....
so its all gung ho for me this year i guess.
bye with the old, quiet alex, and in with the new, kickass, take-no-prisoners alex i assume...
lets just see if i have the guts to go through with it.
robotics seems like a nice place to start. from what ive noticed, being a member takes no skill, but succeding in it takes real practice. there are positions established, and im hoping that im lucky enough to grab a good spot.
and its a nice place to start socialwise too.
of course, i would be completely okay with just staying with the robotics cliche the rest of high school, its just that i seem to be the only person with the eye to go further than that, outside the cliche, maybe over to sports cliches.
itll probably give me no joy in the end, but ive always wanted to try.
i always feel like i should be doing better, and that anything but complete success is more or less unacceptable.
its not a nice trait to live with, especially when you fail, but it lights a fire in my soul to go the distance when every other part of myself feels like stopping...to not just try, but try harder than you did before...
i dunno, i usually have bad luck as far as social lives go...
but yeah, thats what i hope is gonna happen this year, gonna push it to the limit.
haha, i know im gonna look at this 6 months from now and be like "hahaha, like THAT would ever happen..."
but its fun to dream.

My life, and IMs, in a nutshell...

flyingferrets136 (4:36:23 PM) : yo liz

ghoti styx8 (4:36:17 PM) : hiya

flyingferrets136 (4:36:34 PM) : whats goin on?

ghoti styx8 (4:36:35 PM) : not much

ghoti styx8 (4:36:36 PM) : you?

flyingferrets136 (4:36:59 PM) : nothin, just watching my little brothrt until my mom gets home

flyingferrets136 (4:37:04 PM) : brother*

ghoti styx8 (4:36:57 PM) : funnn

flyingferrets136 (4:37:17 PM) : hes annoying, but hes funny sometimes

ghoti styx8 (4:37:13 PM) : lol, ya?

flyingferrets136 (4:37:39 PM) : like sometimes he was messing around and pulling the curtains

flyingferrets136 (4:37:50 PM) : and some of thecurtain came out of its clamp

flyingferrets136 (4:38:19 PM) : then he freaked out and started bawling his eyes out cuz he thought that if mom saw it shed kill him

ghoti styx8 (4:38:23 PM) : lol

flyingferrets136 (4:38:37 PM) : so hes begging and begging me to fix it

flyingferrets136 (4:38:44 PM) : and i keep on refusing

ghoti styx8 (4:38:42 PM) : loollol

flyingferrets136 (4:39:27 PM) : so eventually we came to the agreement that i would fix it, and he would be my slave for a month(starting this month)

ghoti styx8 (4:39:25 PM) : sweet!

flyingferrets136 (4:39:36 PM) : so every1 was happy

ghoti styx8 (4:39:28 PM) : lol

flyingferrets136 (4:40:02 PM) : so the next day, i grab some doritos from the top of the fridge, and he wants some to

flyingferrets136 (4:40:04 PM) : o

flyingferrets136 (4:40:19 PM) : so he grabs a chair and a flyswatter and trys to get some

ghoti styx8 (4:40:21 PM) : lolol

flyingferrets136 (4:40:32 PM) : but he accidently flicks one behyind the fridge

flyingferrets136 (4:40:45 PM) : then he freaked out and started bawling his eyes out cuz he thought that if mom saw it shed kill him

flyingferrets136 (4:40:50 PM) : ..again.

ghoti styx8 (4:40:54 PM) : cries a lot..

flyingferrets136 (4:41:10 PM) : yeah.

flyingferrets136 (4:41:32 PM) : so, as usual, he begs and begs andi refuse until he becomes my slave for another month

flyingferrets136 (4:41:41 PM) : all the way to june 31st...

ghoti styx8 (4:41:36 PM) : lolololol

flyingferrets136 (4:43:21 PM) : thats the way things go sometimes...but usually he doesnt listen to me, and i threaten him with telling mom, and he starts sobbing, then he calms down and does what i say (which is usually to shut up and be quiet, im watching tv)

ghoti styx8 (4:43:25 PM) : lololol

ghoti styx8 (4:43:29 PM) : wooow

flyingferrets136 (4:44:24 PM) : yeah...welcome to the epitome of the irregular that is my life...

ghoti styx8 (4:44:24 PM) : indeed

flyingferrets136 (4:45:08 PM) : thats why i made a blog, to catch up with all the random funny anecdotes that happen, but thats another story

ghoti styx8 (4:45:06 PM) : lolol

ghoti styx8 (4:45:08 PM) : awesome

flyingferrets136 (4:46:30 PM) : yeah...but theres only one entry, cuz i havent written in it about anything since last week

ghoti styx8 (4:46:29 PM) : lol

ghoti styx8 (4:46:33 PM) : still

ghoti styx8 (4:46:36 PM) : a strat

ghoti styx8 (4:46:39 PM) : *ar

flyingferrets136 (4:47:05 PM) : but the next ones gonna be about how we can save our economy

flyingferrets136 (4:47:31 PM) : usually by investing a load of money in the space program

flyingferrets136 (4:47:39 PM) : so that we can mionie asteroids and stuff

flyingferrets136 (4:47:43 PM) : mine*

ghoti styx8 (4:47:38 PM) : riiight

flyingferrets136 (4:48:18 PM) : well, you know, how ELSE is it gonna happen

flyingferrets136 (4:48:31 PM) : weve run out of space and stuff and stuff on earth

ghoti styx8 (4:48:43 PM) : kill half the population and start over

flyingferrets136 (4:49:20 PM) : lol, half the population...

ghoti styx8 (4:49:39 PM) : ok

ghoti styx8 (4:49:42 PM) : 3/4

flyingferrets136 (4:50:19 PM) : "alright, flip a coin. heads you live, tails is death" *flips coin* "YES HEADS!" *official kicks coin, flips over* "oo, tails, im sorry, into the gas chamber"

ghoti styx8 (4:50:21 PM) : lolololol

ghoti styx8 (4:50:25 PM) : YEA!

flyingferrets136 (4:50:52 PM) : wow, thats so evil and nazi, it just might work

ghoti styx8 (4:51:03 PM) :

ghoti styx8 (4:51:16 PM) : yep

flyingferrets136 (4:52:04 PM) : "wow, pleased to meet you...normal loss, or did he kick the coin" "he kicked it"

ghoti styx8 (4:52:14 PM) : *collective murmurs of agreement*

flyingferrets136 (4:52:31 PM) : LOL

flyingferrets136 (4:53:39 PM) : "aww, poor you. btw, you like WoW?" "omg, yeah" "hyjal realm, horde" "WTFOMG YA!" "rage guild?" "yea..." "im the leader" "NEHVOUS? OMG, KICKASS!" "yeah...funny, you meet the coolest people right before you die..."

flyingferrets136 (4:53:55 PM) : *moral of story, irony*

flyingferrets136 (4:54:13 PM) : yeah, prolly only about 50 people in the entire world would get that

ghoti styx8 (4:54:07 PM) : loooollloololollllol

flyingferrets136 (4:55:10 PM) : you know, you could make a show about this...your plan goes into effect, and people r just talking in the hour before they die...its be funny, but sadistic

ghoti styx8 (4:55:15 PM) : yea

ghoti styx8 (4:55:25 PM) : it would be about irony

flyingferrets136 (4:55:51 PM) : thered be love, irony, hate...mostly hate for the dude who kicks the coin

ghoti styx8 (4:55:41 PM) : and how ollective experiences bring people closer

ghoti styx8 (4:55:46 PM) : lololol

flyingferrets136 (4:56:05 PM) : yeah, really

flyingferrets136 (4:56:14 PM) : thats be a kickass show

ghoti styx8 (4:56:08 PM) : it would

flyingferrets136 (4:56:42 PM) : id be called "Coin Kicker" or something like that

flyingferrets136 (4:56:49 PM) : lol, like kicking the bucket

ghoti styx8 (4:56:46 PM) : lololol

ghoti styx8 (4:57:00 PM) : ha, plus the two flips of the coin

flyingferrets136 (4:57:14 PM) : of course

ghoti styx8 (4:57:11 PM) : which has to do with irony

ghoti styx8 (4:57:16 PM) : tables turning

flyingferrets136 (4:57:26 PM) : yeah

ghoti styx8 (4:57:22 PM) : mhm

ghoti styx8 (4:57:26 PM) : I"d totally watch it

flyingferrets136 (4:57:39 PM) : *another flip or turn pun*

flyingferrets136 (4:57:42 PM) : yeah, i would too

ghoti styx8 (4:57:37 PM) : lol

flyingferrets136 (4:58:30 PM) : and thered be love between a guy and a girl, and they make out 5 seconds b4 they all die

ghoti styx8 (4:58:28 PM) : lolol

ghoti styx8 (4:58:32 PM) : lovely...

flyingferrets136 (4:58:50 PM) : every1 would be like "aww, thats touching" "a fine sight before death"

flyingferrets136 (4:58:58 PM) : but the 2nd season would have 2 guys

ghoti styx8 (4:58:58 PM) : aw

flyingferrets136 (4:59:12 PM) : and the same situation

flyingferrets136 (4:59:18 PM) : and every1 would be like

flyingferrets136 (4:59:30 PM) : "aww, EW!" "WTF, THIS DEATH SUCKS!"

ghoti styx8 (4:59:21 PM) : yeaaaaa

ghoti styx8 (4:59:24 PM) : lolol

flyingferrets136 (5:00:14 PM) : "CANT THIS DEATH MACHINE GO ANY FASTER?!"

ghoti styx8 (5:00:15 PM) : loollol

ghoti styx8 (5:00:27 PM) : that'd be so weird

flyingferrets136 (5:00:39 PM) : little racist...get in troble

flyingferrets136 (5:00:44 PM) : but styill funny

ghoti styx8 (5:00:37 PM) : just a bit

ghoti styx8 (5:00:44 PM) : loll, y

ghoti styx8 (5:00:46 PM) : *a

flyingferrets136 (5:01:24 PM) : besides, by the time it would actually get from our heads onto a screen of some sort, every1 would be okay with gays

flyingferrets136 (5:01:27 PM) : ...

flyingferrets136 (5:01:29 PM) : or not...

flyingferrets136 (5:01:38 PM) : hey liz, any projects over the summer?

ghoti styx8 (5:01:35 PM) : just think, lancelot

ghoti styx8 (5:01:50 PM) : in 1000 years, this will still be controversial!

flyingferrets136 (5:02:03 PM) : OMG

flyingferrets136 (5:02:06 PM) : I SAW THAT

ghoti styx8 (5:02:00 PM) : lolololol

flyingferrets136 (5:02:11 PM) : LAST WEEKEND!

ghoti styx8 (5:02:03 PM) : YAY

ghoti styx8 (5:02:06 PM) : WHEN??

flyingferrets136 (5:02:19 PM) : ...

ghoti styx8 (5:02:15 PM) : sat/sun

flyingferrets136 (5:02:30 PM) : o, sun

ghoti styx8 (5:02:26 PM) : me too!

ghoti styx8 (5:02:28 PM) : at 2?

flyingferrets136 (5:02:53 PM) : wtfomgbbq ya!

flyingferrets136 (5:03:07 PM) : craaaazy

ghoti styx8 (5:02:58 PM) : Wtf? why didn't I see you?

ghoti styx8 (5:03:07 PM) : that'd be soo hilarious, lolol

flyingferrets136 (5:03:19 PM) : i dunno, we didnt get good seats, in the way back i think

ghoti styx8 (5:03:16 PM) : waait

ghoti styx8 (5:03:19 PM) : so did we

flyingferrets136 (5:03:33 PM) : ...

ghoti styx8 (5:03:23 PM) : we were row HH

flyingferrets136 (5:03:36 PM) : ur kidding

ghoti styx8 (5:03:29 PM) : naw

ghoti styx8 (5:03:30 PM) : you?

flyingferrets136 (5:03:41 PM) : i must be blid then

flyingferrets136 (5:03:49 PM) : blind*

ghoti styx8 (5:03:48 PM) : where were your seats?

flyingferrets136 (5:04:04 PM) : i forget

flyingferrets136 (5:04:09 PM) : little while ago

ghoti styx8 (5:03:59 PM) : lol

flyingferrets136 (5:04:19 PM) : but i pobably coulda seen you if i was looking

ghoti styx8 (5:04:17 PM) : that's crazy

ghoti styx8 (5:04:25 PM) : too bad we didn't know

flyingferrets136 (5:04:35 PM) : i know, isnt it?

flyingferrets136 (5:04:55 PM) : ..wow, todays IM, sadism, irony, and coincidence!!

ghoti styx8 (5:04:54 PM) : lol

ghoti styx8 (5:05:03 PM) : that could be in the show, too....

flyingferrets136 (5:05:20 PM) : i know

flyingferrets136 (5:06:04 PM) : i should totally keep that in my head forever...or at least until i can put it in my blog

ghoti styx8 (5:06:15 PM) : I'm definitely adding it to my profile

flyingferrets136 (5:09:09 PM) : yeah, sent it to an email to myself

ghoti styx8 (5:09:06 PM) : nice

flyingferrets136 (5:09:16 PM) : so i can put it on tomorrow

ghoti styx8 (5:09:10 PM) : mhm

flyingferrets136 (5:09:21 PM) : well worth putting on

ghoti styx8 (5:09:25 PM) : i just wont shut out of the window

flyingferrets136 (5:09:44 PM) : how most of our IMs become note-worthy in one way or another?

flyingferrets136 (5:09:48 PM) : how come*

ghoti styx8 (5:09:52 PM) : a very good

ghoti styx8 (5:10:02 PM) : * question...

flyingferrets136 (5:11:08 PM) : meh, i dunno, you usually add stuff to make my monologues go crazy

ghoti styx8 (5:11:04 PM) : lolol

ghoti styx8 (5:11:12 PM) : i suppose that's true

flyingferrets136 (5:11:28 PM) : then the IM just goes off of the rails on a crazy traiiin...

flyingferrets136 (5:11:36 PM) : lol, ozzy...

ghoti styx8 (5:11:28 PM) : pertttty much!

First post EVAR!

Hey there, welcome to my first post...created out of boredom at around saturday night at 1 in the morning...cuz this is the only time i can pretend to be social with people...anyway, yeah, i was sick of posting what i think about life, the universe, and everything (in between) on ranguvar's comments page, cuz i never stay on topic there anyway. And so, after 10 minutes of thinking up an interesting blog name, and http adress, and a template, my first blog was created. I then procedded to make my first post, cuz a blog without posts is like a cake without frosting. or even the stuffing. i mean, its essentially a blank web page without posts, so essentially, a blog without posts is like a cake thats really really small, like a cupcake. And its a flavor you don't like, like pumpkin or something. And you really only take one bite before giving it to someone else. I don't know what that would be equivalent to in the blog world, but it obviously would be uninteresting and boring. and uninteresting and boring is what kills a blog. Besides not having any vieweers. Yeah, thats essentially the 2 things that kills a blog. That, and a really bad template. but i think ive gotten that down. so its cool.
So yeah, first post, lets see how many people read it and comment. 1st one who does gets a virtual cookie!