Synopsis-My life so far

Yeah, some people are kind of daily writers, some write once in a while...i write when i feel like it, which is not alot. This is basically just an open journal of my life at any rate...
anyway, i guess i should throw out a synopsis of my life, cuz i feel like its at the part where its just getting interesting...
anyway, here i go.
i guess my lifes really kinda been anything but stable...my moms moved like 5 times, which means a new house for me every time...and new neighbors ive been friends with.
its kinda affected my social and emotional stability a alittle bit, but hey, you live, you learn.
not to mention the fact that moms divorced and remarried twice, thats always nice.
could really seem to stay with one person i guess.
anyway, her recent move was about a year ago, to a kinda big house on route 5 and 20 in bloomfield. nice house, but was always a little old for my tastes.
i dont know why, but ive always considered it to be the biggest mistake of my life to agree to go to a new school district when im going into high school, even though its taught me alot, about friends, relationships, and being friends with just about anybody...
it was an alright year for me there, i met a couple really cool people, but other than that, it didnt really yield much happiness. except getting some college credit for gettting a 4 on the AP World History exam, that was nice.
but i dont know why, but its kinda make me stronger, physically, mentally, emotionally, and all that. more than i wouldve learned from another year at fairport.
but its gonna help in my last 2 years there i guess.
i really cant believe got up enough courage to say i wanted to go back to fairport to my mom, but i guess im that much stronger now.
so yeah, this has been a summer of random World of Warcraft and Halo 2 playing, that of which i didnt make much progress....
i guess the highlight of my summer would be the bike ride i had today, which helped me gather that little spark of exuberance that would keep me not bored for the rest of the summer...
that, and the fact that were hosting a russian exchange student thats gonna stay for a whole school year with us, thatll be fun
but in some ways, shes as clueless as i am as far as the high school goes.
ironys a bitch.
anyway, that will be an excellent year, i hope.
big plans for myself...
i dont know why, but after bloomfield, ive seemed to be a little more egotistical then i have been before. i used to be so quiet, so stealthy, calculating, plotting...
but bloomfield made me realize it got me all of fuck shit in the end if you dont have the balls to go through with your plans....
so its all gung ho for me this year i guess.
bye with the old, quiet alex, and in with the new, kickass, take-no-prisoners alex i assume...
lets just see if i have the guts to go through with it.
robotics seems like a nice place to start. from what ive noticed, being a member takes no skill, but succeding in it takes real practice. there are positions established, and im hoping that im lucky enough to grab a good spot.
and its a nice place to start socialwise too.
of course, i would be completely okay with just staying with the robotics cliche the rest of high school, its just that i seem to be the only person with the eye to go further than that, outside the cliche, maybe over to sports cliches.
itll probably give me no joy in the end, but ive always wanted to try.
i always feel like i should be doing better, and that anything but complete success is more or less unacceptable.
its not a nice trait to live with, especially when you fail, but it lights a fire in my soul to go the distance when every other part of myself feels like stopping...to not just try, but try harder than you did before...
i dunno, i usually have bad luck as far as social lives go...
but yeah, thats what i hope is gonna happen this year, gonna push it to the limit.
haha, i know im gonna look at this 6 months from now and be like "hahaha, like THAT would ever happen..."
but its fun to dream.